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2010.10.13 14:54:02

Cześć , jestem Konrad i jestem gejem...tak postanowiłem rozpocząć mój blog.

Kim jestem? Jestem samotnym, opuszczonym nastolatkiem, który został zraniony przez wiele osób i zastanawia sie co począć...ale zacznijmy od początku.

Zacznijmy od początku.

Ciepły dzień, wakacje, słońce, czego chcieć wiecej? Czy cos może zaszkodzić tej sielance? Czy coś moze zmienić to co mam w środku? Ład, spokój porządek...nie no chyba nie jest możliwe pomyślałem i usiadłem przed domem. Siedząc i popijając zimną wode, zacząłem zastanawiac nad moją przyszłością, nad tym czy chwilowe wachania mojej orientacji są wynikiem dojrzewania czy jednak jestem gejem. Jako 13/14 latek nie mogłem być tego pewny, nie wiedziałęm co sie ze mną dzieje. Byłem wściekły na siebie i na cały świat! Dopuszczałem myśli, jednak gdy myślałem o tym ze moge być gejem wewnątrz oddzywał sie głos "Ty gejem!? Co najwyżej jesteś biseksualny i tyle, wielki mi problem" i zaraz zwalczałem w sobie poczucie winy.

Tak mijały miesiące zanim dotarło do mnie to że jestem gejem, zanim stałem sie takim człowiekiem jakim jestem teraz! Nie wiedziałem ze to moze być tak cieżkie, szukanie siebie, szukanie swojego JA.


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